In the sacred language of light, each of the 72 Names of God reveals a key to inner transformation. The 41st Name, ההה (Hey–Hey–Hey), known as “Self-Esteem” in the teachings of Yehuda Berg, restores our remembrance of divine worth — a worth not earned, but inherent. Its corresponding angel, Hahahel, presides over October 14–18 and governs the spiritual qualities of mission, humility, and holy purpose. Together, they awaken the courage to live from the soul, freeing us from illusion and aligning us with the radiance of our true nature.
Hey Hey Hey (ההה) Self-Esteem
🔹 41st Name of God – Hey Hey Hey (ההה)
Transliteration:Hei–Hei–Hei (HeHeHe)
Phrase (Yehuda Berg):“Self-Esteem”
Core Idea: Restoring divine confidence and remembering one’s true, spiritual identity as a reflection of the Creator.
Meaning: This triad of Heh—one of the holiest letters in the Divine Name—represents the breath of life and the manifesting power of the Divine Feminine (Shekhinah). Repeated three times, it symbolizes a triple blessing of inner worth, spiritual purpose, and grace.
Spiritual Attributes
Healing of the ego: dissolving false pride and self-doubt.
Awakening inner dignity: knowing your worth comes from divine origin, not external validation.
Alignment with purpose: reclaiming the strength to fulfill your spiritual mission.
Manifestation through humility: embodying confidence rooted in divine connection rather than arrogance.
Practical Applications
Meditation on Hey Hey Hey builds self-respect, courage, and balance.
Helps overcome shame, insecurity, or feelings of unworthiness.
Opens the heart to joy and quiet self-assurance rooted in soul-awareness.
🔹 Associated Angel – Hahahel (חַהַהֵל)
Position in Shem HaMephorash: 41st Angel.
Name Meaning: “God in Three Persons” or “The Trinity of God.”
Dates of Rule:October 14–18.
Zodiac Degree:20°–25° Libra.
Psalm Verse:Psalm 120:2 – “Deliver my soul, O Lord, from lying lips and from a deceitful tongue.”
Order/Choir: Virtues (associated with Archangel Raphael).
Planetary Influence: Venus (Libra) with solar undertones — beauty, harmony, spiritual leadership.
Spiritual & Esoteric Attributes of Hahahel
Represents mission and spiritual leadership — those called to serve divine truth selflessly.
Inspires detachment from material illusions, anchoring one’s identity in the soul rather than the ego.
Protects teachers, preachers, and spiritual guides who dedicate their lives to spreading light.
Encourages humility, purity, and steadfast devotion to one’s higher calling.
Brings protection against slander, vanity, and misplaced ambition.
Kabbalistic Tree of Life Correspondences
Sephirah:Tiferet (Beauty) — the harmonious balance point between Heaven and Earth, the heart of divine compassion.
Path Influence: From Gevurah (Strength) to Tiferet (Beauty) — transforming discipline into radiant self-expression.
Color Vibration: Golden white — the light of balanced self-realization.
✨ Integrated Associations (Name + Angel)
Hey Hey Hey (“Self-Esteem”) empowers inner dignity and divine self-awareness.
Hahahel (“God in Three Persons”) translates that awareness into service and mission.
Together, they form a current of purposeful confidence — the peace of knowing who you are and why you’re here.
Aligned Themes
Self-Esteem rooted in divine mission.
Detachment from ego and illusion.
Devotion, spiritual leadership, and integrity.
Clarity in communication and authenticity of heart.
✨ Invocation of Hey–Hey–Hey and Angel Hahahel
[Begin in stillness. Breathe gently and envision three radiant Hebrew letters ה ה ה before you, glowing with soft golden light. See them expanding through your heart and radiating into every part of your being.]
Invocation
Eternal Breath of Life, Infinite One, I call upon the sacred Name Hey–Hey–Hey, the triple light of divine selfhood and holy grace. Restore in me the remembrance of who I am — a spark of Your own perfection, born of Your eternal love and wisdom.
Dissolve the shadows of doubt and fear, that I may stand firm in the truth of my being. Let humility and strength flow as one breath within me, anchoring the dignity of my soul in Your unchanging light.
I invoke You, Hahahel, radiant Angel of mission and truth, guide of those who serve the divine purpose in the world. As the Psalm declares: “Deliver my soul, O Lord, from lying lips and from a deceitful tongue” (Psalm 120:2). Guard me from self-deception and the illusions of ego. Help me to speak truth, live in integrity, and act from the clarity of my higher calling.
Hey–Hey–Hey, breathe through me the confidence of the Spirit. Hahahel, crown my purpose with devotion and light. Together, may you awaken within me the peace of divine identity and the strength to serve with purity, love, and unwavering faith.
So may it be — Amen. Shalom.
Angel Hahahel – Hey Hey Hey – ההה
To meditate upon Hey–Hey–Hey and invoke Hahahel is to breathe life into the truth that we are vessels of divine intention. When we release self-doubt and step into our sacred calling, the universe itself flows through us with grace and clarity. Under Hahahel’s guidance, confidence is no longer egoic — it becomes devotion in motion, the serene strength of knowing who we are in the eyes of the Eternal.
Hey Hey Hey (ההה) Self-Esteem
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Within the sacred science of Kabbalah, every divine name and angel embodies a frequency that restores harmony between the seen and unseen worlds. The 38th Name of God, Chet–Ayin–Mem, known as “Circuitry,” awakens the flow of divine energy through our inner and outer lives—repairing disconnection, confusion, and spiritual static. Its corresponding angel, Haamiah, presides over September 29 – October 3, carrying the vibration of sacred order, ritual purity, and protection. Together, this pair illuminates how divine structure and energetic flow unite to bring coherence, peace, and spiritual refuge into our daily experience.
🔹 38th Name of God – Chet Ayin Mem (חע״מ)
Transliteration:Chet–Ayin–Mem (CHaAM).
Yehuda Berg’s Phrase:“Circuitry”.
Core Idea: Restoring proper spiritual “wiring,” reconnecting with divine channels, healing separation or broken connections.
Meditative Use: Helps rebuild inner circuits of light and energy flow between self, others, and Creator.
Practical Associations:
Dissolves chaos and miscommunication.
Restores healthy energetic flow in relationships.
Aligns soul, mind, and body in balance.
Repairs spiritual short-circuits that lead to confusion or disconnection.
Awakens awareness of unity — that all parts connect within the Whole.
🔹 Associated Angel in Shem HaMephorash – Haamiah (חעמיה)
Position: 38th Angel of the 72.
Hebrew Name:Haamiah / He‘amiah (חעמיה).
Meaning of the Name: “God the Hope of All the Children of Earth” or “God Who Responds to the Aspirations of All.”
Dates of Rule:September 29 – October 3 (5-day rulership).
Zodiac Degree:5°–10° Libra.
Psalm Verse:Psalm 91:9 – “Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuge, even the Most High, your dwelling place.”
Planetary Influence: Venus and Mars (harmony, protection, passion, spiritual warfare).
Angel Haamiah
Spiritual / Esoteric Attributes of Haamiah
Bringer of ritual order and sacred ceremony.
Patron of those who seek truth in religion and spirituality.
Helps refine moral conduct and align one’s will with divine justice.
Protects against trickery, deception, and selfish ambition.
Supports seekers of wisdom, especially in philosophy and spirituality.
Reveals the sacred pattern behind human experiences (“circuitry” in lived form).
✨ Integrated Associations (Name + Angel)
Chet–Ayin–Mem (“Circuitry”) restores the divine wiring of the soul, ensuring energy flows as intended.
Haamiah (“God the Hope of All”) brings the ritual, order, and truth that keeps those circuits strong and protected.
Together, during Sept 29 – Oct 3, they empower:
Alignment with divine order through ritual and sacred practice.
Repairing broken spiritual or emotional connections.
Finding refuge and protection within the Divine.
Creating harmony in community and relationships.
Renewing faith and hope in times of confusion or doubt.
Chet Ayin Mem
✨ Invocation of Chet–Ayin–Mem and Angel Haamiah
[Begin by visualizing the Hebrew letters ח (Chet) – ע (Ayin) – מ (Mem) glowing like golden filaments of light, forming a radiant circuit that connects Heaven and Earth. See sparks of energy flowing through you, repairing, aligning, reconnecting.]
Invocation
Source of Life, Eternal Light, I call upon the sacred Name Chet–Ayin–Mem. Restore the circuitry of my soul, reconnect me to the Divine flow, that my spirit, heart, and body may be aligned in harmony.
I invoke You, holy Angel Haamiah, guardian of sacred order, refuge of the faithful, as the Psalm declares: “Because You, O Lord, are my refuge, the Most High is my dwelling place” (Psalm 91:9).
Seal me in the sanctuary of Your protection. Cleanse the broken circuits of chaos and confusion. Replace deception with truth, discord with harmony, and isolation with the unity of Divine connection.
Chet–Ayin–Mem, weave light through my being. Haamiah, establish me in sacred order. May I become a living vessel of Your circuit of hope, radiating blessing, integrity, and divine alignment to all who cross my path.
So may it be. Amen. Shalom.
Chet Ayin Mem
Meditating on Chet–Ayin–Mem and invoking Haamiah reconnects us to the living current of Divine intelligence that moves through all creation. When our circuitry is whole, we become channels of light—balanced, purposeful, and attuned to truth. This sacred union teaches that every prayer, every act of love, and every moment of awareness can become a conduit for harmony between Heaven and Earth. In opening to this current, we rediscover our place in the greater design, protected and sustained by the eternal flow of the Divine.
Receive and Share – Chet Ayin Mem
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In the mystical teachings of Kabbalah, each of the 72 Names of God and their corresponding guardian angels serve as portals of transformation—keys that unlock divine qualities within us. The 37th Name, Aleph–Nun–Yud, carries the vibration of “The Big Picture,” helping us rise above the noise of daily life to glimpse the higher order of creation. In parallel, the angel Aniel, the 37th Shem HaMephorash angel, governs the days of September 24–28, guiding seekers toward virtue, clarity, and freedom from illusions. Together, they weave a powerful current of wisdom that expands our perception and anchors us in divine truth.
Psalm Verse:Psalm 94:18 – “When I said, ‘My foot slips,’ Your mercy, O Lord, held me up.”
Choir/Order: Virtues (connected with Archangel Raphael in some systems).
Spiritual / Esoteric Attributes of Aniel
Helps rise above destructive patterns by cultivating higher virtues.
Encourages spiritual independence, freedom from bondage to materialism.
Opens perception to divine law and cosmic order.
Aids in developing leadership, creativity, and moral courage.
Associated with discovering new philosophies, ideas, and innovations.
✨ Integrated Associations (Name + Angel)
Aleph Nun Yud (“The Big Picture”) aligns with Aniel (“God of Virtue”), showing that true higher vision requires moral strength and divine joy.
During Sept 24–28, meditation on Aleph Nun Yud and invocation of Aniel is especially powerful for:
Breaking out of narrow perspectives.
Gaining clarity in complex situations.
Aligning personal destiny with higher cosmic order.
Seeking creative inspiration and moral integrity.
Aleph Nun Yud – Grasping the Big Picture
✨ Invocation of Aleph–Nun–Yud and Angel Aniel
[Begin with centering breath. Visualize three Hebrew letters shining before you: א (Aleph) – נ (Nun) – י (Yud). They radiate a golden-white light expanding in all directions.]
Invocation
Divine Source, Infinite Light, I call upon the sacred Name Aleph–Nun–Yud. May Your letters lift my vision beyond the narrow confines of ego and illusion, granting me the gift of clarity, perspective, and the wisdom of the Big Picture.
I invoke You, holy Angel Aniel, God of Virtue, radiant guardian of divine harmony and cosmic law. As Your psalm declares: “When I said, ‘My foot slips,’ Your mercy, O Lord, held me up” (Psalm 94:18), may Your hand steady my steps upon the path of truth and courage.
Unite within me the vision of the Name and the strength of the Angel. Open my heart to virtue, my mind to wisdom, and my spirit to freedom. Grant me release from distractions and falsehoods, that I may rise above the fleeting and behold the eternal order of Creation.
Aleph–Nun–Yud, expand my awareness. Aniel, uplift my soul. Together, guide me to live with clarity, joy, and integrity, aligned with the greater plan of the Most High.
So may it be. Amen. Shalom.
Aleph Nun Yud
By meditating on Aleph–Nun–Yud and invoking Aniel, we are invited to step back from the limited stories of ego and align ourselves with the vast tapestry of the Divine plan. This sacred pairing reminds us that what may seem fragmented or confusing at ground level often reveals profound harmony when seen from above. In embracing the Big Picture, we find both perspective and strength—illumination that steadies our steps and opens the path to a life of clarity, purpose, and alignment with the eternal.
Aleph Nun Yud
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Among the sacred 72 Names of God, the 36th triplet—Mem Nun Dalet (מנד)—carries a unique resonance of strength and liberation. In the modern Kabbalistic teachings of Yehuda Berg, this name is distilled into the quality of “Fearless”: a spiritual key for dissolving paralyzing anxiety and stepping forward with trust in divine protection. In the Western esoteric tradition of the Shem HaMephorash, the same triad of letters reveals the angel Menadel, whose influence spans September 18–23 under the zodiac sign of Virgo. Menadel is invoked as a guardian of vocation and liberty, guiding seekers toward meaningful work, shielding them from deceit, and opening pathways of release from oppression—whether external circumstances or inner limitations. Together, these streams of wisdom converge into a powerful meditation on courage, freedom, and the sacred purpose of our labor.
🔹 Yehuda Berg’s 72 Names of God (Kabbalah Center system)
Name: מ.נ.ד (Mem–Nun–Dalet) Number: 36th of the 72 Names Key Quality:Fearless
Associations in Berg’s system:
Phrase/Mantra: “Fearless” – the meditation is about removing fear, anxiety, and doubt, and trusting divine protection.
Function:
Helps cut through illusions of fear and insecurity.
Invokes courage to face obstacles.
Strengthens faith that all experiences are purposeful and guided by higher wisdom.
Practical use: Meditating on this triplet is said to dissolve “paralyzing fear” and help move forward with confidence.
Angel Name: Menadel (מנדאל) Number: 36th of the 72 Angels Zodiacal Rulership:Virgo, 25°–30° (Sept 18–23) Hebrew Letters: מ.נ.ד (same as above) Chorus: Powers (ruled by Archangel Camael/Kamael, in Geburah) Elemental association: Earth
Attributes:
Angel of work, vocation, and liberation.
Helps people keep or find employment, discover their true calling, or be released from slavery (internal or external).
Protects against slander, gossip, and negative influences in professional life.
Supports discipline, perseverance, and service through work.
Psalm verse associated:Psalm 26:8
“O Lord, I have loved the habitation of Thy house, and the place where Thine honour dwelleth.”
Esoteric uses:
Invocation during Sept 18–23 or during the daily ruling times (12:00–12:20 pm local solar time) strengthens connection.
Petitioned for release from oppression, finding meaningful employment, and for protection from enemies or deceitful people.
🔹 Integrating Both Systems
Common Theme: Liberation from fear.
In Berg’s system: liberation from fear in the mind and spirit.
In Menadel’s angelic aspect: liberation from external bondage, oppression, or insecurity around one’s work/calling.
Meditation/Invocation suggestion:
Meditate on the Hebrew letters מ.נ.ד. visualized in white fire.
Recite Psalm 26:8 aloud.
Call upon Angel Menadel for courage, protection, and guidance in vocation.
Use the intention “I walk fearless, free, and faithful in my true purpose.”
Mem Nun Dalet
🔮 Invocation of Mem Nun Dalet / Angel Menadel
Face east or toward a light source. Breathe deeply, center yourself, and visualize the three Hebrew letters מ נ ד glowing in white fire before you.
Invocation:
Divine Source, Eternal and Infinite, I call upon the sacred Name Mem Nun Dalet, the Name of Fearlessness, the flame that dissolves all illusions of fear. May these letters shine within me, burning away doubt, anxiety, and limitation. Fill my heart with courage and trust, that I may walk in freedom, guided by Your wisdom.
I summon the holy Angel Menadel, Guardian of liberty and vocation, who protects the dignity of work and the truth of purpose. Menadel, stand beside me— release me from every chain of oppression, safeguard me from deception and slander, and open the gates of meaningful labor aligned with my soul.
As it is written: “O Lord, I have loved the habitation of Thy house, and the place where Thine honour dwelleth” (Psalm 26:8). Let my life itself become Your dwelling place, where fear cannot reside and purpose flows freely.
By the light of Mem Nun Dalet, by the protection of Menadel, and by the mercy of the One Eternal, I step forward fearless, free, and faithful.
Pause in silence, feeling the light of the letters settle within you. End with gratitude.
Angel Menadel
Whether approached through the mystical lens of Yehuda Berg’s 72 Names or the angelic path of the Shem HaMephorash, Mem Nun Dalet / Menadel reminds us that fear is an illusion, and freedom is our divine inheritance. This name and angel call us to stand firm in faith, embrace our true vocation, and trust that each step forward is supported by heavenly guardianship. To work with this energy—through meditation on the letters, invocation of Menadel, or reciting the Psalm of his domain—is to align with a current of fearless liberation that guides us out of bondage and into purposeful living.
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✨ In practice: working with Kaf Vav Kuf and Chavakiah together supports transforming sexual or relational energy into forgiveness, reconciliation, and sacred partnership.
Kaf Vav Kuf – Sexual Energy
🌟 Invocation of Kaf Vav Kuf & Chavakiah
Preparation:
Light a white candle (purity) and optionally a green candle (healing, reconciliation).
Place your hands over your heart and focus on your breath.
Visualize the three Hebrew letters כ–ו–ק glowing with radiant light before you.
Invocation Text
“By the power of the Holy Name כ–ו–ק, I align my body, heart, and soul with the divine flow of pure creation. May the fire of sexual energy within me rise as sacred light, purified of obsession, transformed into love, creativity, and unity. I release all shadows of lust, addiction, and imbalance, that I may walk in harmony with the sacred foundation of life.”
“I call upon you, Angel Chavakiah, Reconciler of families, Healer of disputes, Messenger of peace who rules from 20° to 25° Virgo. Guide me to forgiveness and to the restoration of bonds, that resentment may dissolve and harmony may reign. As you have said in the Psalm: ‘I love the Lord, because He hath heard my voice and my supplications.’ So may my voice be heard in heaven, and may mercy descend upon me and all those I love.”
“O Divine Source, through Kaf Vav Kuf and Chavakiah, may my passion become compassion, my desire become divine service, my relationships become vessels of love and reconciliation. Amen. Selah.”
Angel Chavakiah
🔑 Notes for Use
Repeat once per day (or more) between September 13–17.
Always visualize כ–ו–ק while reciting.
Afterward, sit in silence, allowing the energy to settle in your heart and body.
Optional: speak aloud the Psalm 116:1 on its own as a closing mantra.
Kaf Vav Kuf – Sexual Energy
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Hans Jonas’s The Gnostic Religion is a classic work of scholarship that has shaped modern understanding of Gnosticism since its first publication in 1958. Drawing on a wide range of sources—including ancient texts from the Nag Hammadi library, early Christian polemics, and comparative philosophy—Jonas presents Gnosticism not only as a religious phenomenon of late antiquity but also as a profound existential response to the human condition.
Jonas approaches Gnosticism with both scholarly rigor and philosophical sensitivity. He situates it within the cultural and historical milieu of the Hellenistic world, showing its connections to early Christianity, Judaism, Greek philosophy, and even Persian dualism. At the same time, he interprets Gnostic thought as a timeless expression of alienation: the soul trapped in an indifferent or hostile cosmos, longing for liberation and return to its divine origin.
What makes Jonas’s work particularly compelling is his ability to balance historical detail with existential reflection. His training under Martin Heidegger is evident in the way he frames Gnostic myth as a “worldview” that resonates with modern existential questions of freedom, estrangement, and transcendence. While some of his interpretations are debated today—especially given the continuing discovery and translation of Gnostic texts—Jonas’s insights remain invaluable.
Hans Jonas
The book is not light reading; it is dense, meticulously argued, and requires patience from the reader. Yet for those willing to engage with it, The Gnostic Religion offers both a historical introduction and a philosophical meditation. It is equally useful for students of religion, seekers intrigued by Gnosticism, and readers curious about how ancient spiritual movements grappled with questions that remain relevant today.
Verdict: A foundational and enduring study of Gnosticism that combines erudition with existential depth. While newer research has expanded and sometimes revised our understanding, Hans Jonas’s The Gnostic Religion remains an essential text for anyone serious about exploring the mystical, mythic, and philosophical dimensions of Gnosticism.
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Pronunciation:Lamed Hei Chet (sometimes written Lehah)
Mantra Phrase: “Forget Thyself”
Meaning: Ego-transcendence, breaking free of self-centeredness, removing pride and attachment to “I.”
Function: Helps the practitioner shift from selfish desires into service, humility, and alignment with the Divine Will.
Spiritual Application: Diminishes arrogance, pride, and the false personality. Opens the way for selfless love and authentic spiritual perception.
Classical Shem HaMephorash System (Western Esotericism)
In this older system, each 3-letter Name of God corresponds to an angel (and a “daemonic” counterpart, in some grimoires).
34th Name of God: ל־ה־ח (Lehah)
Associated Angel: Lehahiah (להחיה / Lehahiah)
Title: The Gentle God or God of Obedience
Choir: Powers (under the rulership of Archangel Camael/Kamael)
Astrology: Active from September 8–12 (20°–25° Virgo, according to the Shem HaMephorash zodiac allocations)
Quality: Promotes obedience to divine order, discipline, peace-making, loyalty, and sense of duty.
Negative side (Qliphoth): Disobedience, rebellion, corruption, violence.
Associated Psalm Verse
Each Shem angel is paired with a verse from the Psalms:
Psalm 131:3 – “Let Israel hope in the LORD from henceforth and for ever.” (This verse is recited in invocations of Lehahiah.)
Kabbalistic & Esoteric Associations
Hebrew Letters: ל־ה־ח
Lamed (ל): Aspiration, teaching, expansion of consciousness.
Hey (ה): Breath of life, divine revelation.
Chet (ח): Life, transcendence, doorway between worlds.
Sephiroth Association:
Traditionally linked to Geburah (Severity/Discipline) via the Choir of Powers.
In Berg’s system, it leans toward breaking ego (which resonates with Tiferet harmonizing ego and selflessness).
Magical/Practical Applications:
Cultivating humility, loyalty, and discipline.
Seeking protection against anger, violence, or rebellion.
Invoking divine assistance in disputes to restore peace.
Developing faith and obedience to higher truth.
✨ So, in synthesis:
In Yehuda Berg’s system, ל־ה־ח is the Name of God that dissolves ego through the phrase “Forget Thyself.”
In the traditional angelic system, it corresponds to Angel Lehahiah, guardian of loyalty, obedience, and divine order, invoked through Psalm 131:3 and rooted in the Powers of Geburah.
Angel Lehahiah
Invocation of ל־ה־ח / Lehahiah
Prepare by centering yourself, lighting a candle (white or red), and breathing consciously into your heart center. Visualize the three Hebrew letters ל־ה־ח shining before you in white fire.
Opening
Eternal Source of Light, Fountain of Wisdom beyond the self, I call upon the Sacred Name ל־ה־ח, The key to humility and the path of obedience to Divine order. Through these letters, I seek to forget my selfishness And to remember only Your Light.
Psalm Verse (Recitation)
“Let Israel hope in the LORD from henceforth and for ever.” (Psalm 131:3)
(Recite slowly, visualizing hope and faith expanding beyond your personal self into the collective soul of humanity.)
Invocation of the Angel Lehahiah
Holy Angel Lehahiah, Gentle servant of the Eternal, Guardian of obedience, discipline, and peace, I invite your presence into this moment.
Remove from me arrogance, pride, and rebellion. Fill me with loyalty, devotion, and trust. May my will be aligned with Divine Will.
Teach me to serve with humility, To act with justice, And to walk as a peacemaker in a world of conflict.
Meditative Formula
Chant the Name: “Lamed – Hei – Chet” (slowly, with breath, three times) Visualize each letter radiating light into your body:
Lamed (ל): a rising flame of aspiration at the crown of your head.
Hei (ה): a breath of divine life filling your lungs and heart.
Chet (ח): a doorway of light opening in your chest, uniting inner and outer worlds.
Closing
By the power of ל־ה־ח, I release the illusions of ego. I walk in humility and service, In harmony with the Powers of Geburah, And in hope everlasting in the LORD. Amen. Amen. Amen.
Lamed Hey Chet
Angel Lehahaiah
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Meaning: “God Who Knows All Things” / “The Subduer of the Proud”
Dates of Rule: September 3–7 (Solar Calendar)
Zodiac Position: 10° to 15° Virgo
Sephirah:Geburah (Severity / Strength) on the Tree of Life – the sphere of Mars, discipline, courage, and righteous justice.
Psalm Association:Psalm 94:11 – “The Lord knows the thoughts of man, that they are vanity.”
✦ Magical Applications of Yehuiah
Yehuiah’s presence is invoked when one needs:
Justice & Protection – helps expose the schemes of the deceitful, wicked, or unjust authorities.
Truth & Discernment – grants insight into hidden motives; prevents deception and false flattery.
Loyalty & Obedience – strengthens bonds of trust and fidelity in relationships and work.
Rebellion vs. Authority – helps navigate power struggles, overthrowing oppressive leadership while aligning with Divine Order.
Inner Discipline – purges pride, ego, and arrogance; cultivates humility and spiritual strength.
Leadership in Service – grants true authority rooted in wisdom and alignment with Divine Will.
Protection against Betrayal – shields from treachery, fraud, and abuse of power.
✧ Invocation for Yehuiah
(Best performed during sunrise or Mars hour; use a red candle and a sprig of rosemary or iron talisman if desired)
Opening: “Eternal Flame of Justice, O Radiance of Geburah, I turn to You this day as the cycle of Yehuiah begins.”
Psalm 94:11 Recitation: “The Lord knows the thoughts of man, that they are vanity.”
Invocation: “Yehuiah, Angel of Divine Order, Bearer of the Name יחו You who subdues the proud and reveals hidden vanity, I call upon your strength to guide me in truth. Cleanse my heart of arrogance, Protect me from betrayal and false counsel, Empower me with loyalty, courage, and right action. Let justice be my shield, Let humility be my crown, And let all I do reflect the wisdom of the Eternal. By the Light of Geburah and the Holy Name Yud Chet Vav— So let it be.”
✦ Yud–Chet–Vav (יחו) in the 72 Names of God
Position: It is the 33rd Name of the 72 (Yud–Chet–Vav).
General Meaning (Yehuda Berg):Revealing Hidden Agendas / Revealing the Truth Behind Deception.
Spiritual Technology: This Name is used to strip away illusions and recognize the reality behind appearances. It helps the practitioner avoid being deceived by flattery, lies, manipulation, or corrupt authority.
Meditative Power: Scanning or meditating upon יחו activates a “spiritual x-ray vision” that allows one to see through masks and recognize true intentions — both in oneself and others.
✦ Symbolic Significance of the Letters
Yud (י) – Divine spark, seed of wisdom, point of creation. Here it represents clarity and direct connection to the Source.
Chet (ח) – Life, breath, gateway. It represents the channel of light that animates life, but can also become a veil if ego interferes.
Vav (ו) – Connection, a channel between heaven and earth, binding spirit and matter.
Together: Yud–Chet–Vav symbolizes the Divine spark (Yud) illuminating the life-force (Chet) and bringing truth into manifestation (Vav).
✦ Practical Application (per Berg’s system)
Protection against deception – Recognize hidden agendas of others.
Revealing truth – Clarity in situations clouded by illusion, lies, or confusion.
Spiritual cleansing – Removing one’s own vanity, arrogance, and hidden motives.
Right alignment with authority – Helps avoid being dominated by ego-driven leaders or abusive structures of power.
✦ Meditation Practice (Yehuda Berg style)
Look at the Hebrew letters י ח ו (from right to left).
Imagine light streaming from them into your eyes, mind, and heart.
Contemplate: “I see beyond appearances. I perceive truth in all matters. Falsehood is revealed and removed from my life.”
End with gratitude and alignment: “Only truth and integrity remain.”
✨ In short: Yud–Chet–Vav is the Name of God that reveals truth and strips away deception, empowering you to live with integrity and resist false authority — which ties directly into the angel Yehuiah and his Geburah-based qualities of justice, loyalty, and right discipline.
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Dates of Influence:August 29 – September 2 (Solar Calendar)
Hebrew Name of God:ו ש ר (Vav Shin Resh)
Zodiacal Placement: Virgo (Sun in Virgo, specifically ~5°–10° Virgo)
Sephirah (Kabbalah Tree of Life):Chesed (Mercy, Loving-Kindness)
Psalm Association:Psalm 33:4 — “For the word of the LORD is right; and all his works are done in truth.”
Shem HaMephorash
✨ Magical Applications of Vasariah
Vasariah is known as the Angel of Justice, Mercy, and Eloquence. His light is called upon for:
Forgiveness & Mercy – Helps release resentment, bitterness, and karmic burdens, bringing reconciliation and peace.
Legal Matters & Justice – Protects those facing court cases, accusations, or needing fairness in legal disputes.
Divine Eloquence & Speech – Grants clarity, wisdom, and persuasive words in public speaking, negotiations, and teaching.
Compassion & Generosity – Opens the heart to generosity, mercy, and kindness toward others.
Release from Guilt – Helps those trapped in guilt, shame, or self-condemnation to find divine pardon.
Reconciliation with Enemies – Transforms hostility into harmony, softening hearts for peace-making.
Alignment with Divine Law – Strengthens one’s ability to live truthfully, aligned with divine justice.
Vav Shin Resh
📜 Invocation to Angel Vasariah for August 29
(Best performed at sunrise or during the hour of Jupiter, since Chesed is under Jupiter’s influence. Light a blue or white candle, place a small bowl of water before you, and recite the psalm first.)
Psalm 33:4: “For the word of the LORD is right; and all His works are done in truth.”
Praying to Christ, Mary, Magdalena & the Angels
Invocation:
O Vasariah, Angel of Mercy and Eloquence, I call upon you this day of August 29, In the Holy Name ו ש ר (Vav Shin Resh), May your light descend upon me from the sphere of Chesed, Filling my heart with truth, justice, and compassion.
Grant me the gift of forgiveness, That I may release the chains of anger and guilt. Open my lips with wisdom, That my words may be clothed in clarity, kindness, and truth.
O Messenger of Divine Justice, Guide me through trials seen and unseen, Surround me with your mercy, And align my steps with the eternal law of the Most High.
By the Name ו ש ר, so may it be.
Amen Amen Amen 🙏
Vav Shin Resh
Angel Vasariah
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The Questions of Mary (also called the Questions of Mary to Jesus) is a lost or highly fragmented early Christian or Gnostic text, of which only a few references survive. Some scholars believe it was an esoteric or Gnostic dialogue between Mary Magdalene and Jesus, likely containing secret teachings—possibly of a mystical or even sexual nature.
What We Know About the “Questions of Mary”
The text does not survive in full, and what we know comes mainly from Epiphanius of Salamis, a 4th-century Church Father who condemned it in his anti-heresy work Panarion (26:8).
He claimed the text belonged to a Gnostic sect called the Phibionites (or Borborites), whom he accused of sexual libertinism and ritual practices involving semen and menstrual blood.
According to Epiphanius, the text described Jesus revealing secret teachings to Mary Magdalene, possibly in an esoteric or intimate context.
Jesus Christ & Mary Magdalene
Did the “Questions of Mary” Contain Sexual or Tantric Elements?
Epiphanius states that this text described Jesus taking Mary up a mountain and revealing secret knowledge through a physical act. He claims (possibly as an exaggeration or polemic) that this involved Jesus causing Mary to swallow his semen as a sacramental act.
However, there are a few key issues with this account:
We only have Epiphanius’ word for it—and he was hostile toward Gnostic groups, often exaggerating or misrepresenting their beliefs.
No surviving fragments confirm this directly, so it’s unclear whether this was an authentic Gnostic teaching or a misinterpretation.
Many scholars believe Epiphanius was projecting his polemical accusations about the Borborites onto this text.
Possible Esoteric Meanings
If the Questions of Mary did include sexual symbolism, it might have been:
A metaphor for the transmission of divine knowledge (similar to some Tantric traditions).
A misunderstood esoteric ritual that was later demonized by orthodox critics.
A later sectarian addition not representative of mainstream Gnostic thought.
What we know for sure is :
The Questions of Mary is largely lost, and the claim that it contained a sexual act with Jesus comes only from Epiphanius, a hostile source.
Some scholars believe it could have contained esoteric sexual symbolism, but this is speculative.
If true, it may reflect Gnostic or Tantric-like ideas about sacred sexuality rather than a literal event.
Epiphanius’ Account of the Questions of Mary
The main (and only) known source mentioning the Questions of Mary comes from Epiphanius of Salamis, a 4th-century Christian bishop and heresiologist, in his work Panarion (26:8). He describes the text as belonging to the Borborites (Phibionites), a Gnostic sect accused of practicing ritualistic sexual rites.
In his account, Epiphanius states that:
The Borborites used “a Gospel called the Questions of Mary,” which contained secret teachings from Jesus to Mary.
The text allegedly described Jesus taking Mary Magdalene up a mountain and revealing deep mystical knowledge to her.
In this account, Jesus produces his seed, which Mary consumes, supposedly as part of a sacred ritual.
Key Questions About This Account
1. Is This a Genuine Gnostic Teaching or a Misrepresentation?
We only have Epiphanius’ version of the story, and he was writing against Gnostics.
He frequently accused heretical groups of sexual libertinism—but these accusations were often exaggerated or fabricated.
Many scholars believe his claims were meant to demonize the Borborites, rather than accurately report their beliefs.
2. Were There Gnostic or Esoteric Ideas of Sacred Sexuality?
While most Gnostic groups promoted asceticism (rejecting physical desire), some sects (such as the Borborites and the Carpocratians) allegedly practiced ritualistic sexual acts.
Some esoteric traditions viewed semen as a sacred life-force or divine essence, similar to Tantric ideas of sexual energy transformation.
If this was part of a real Gnostic ritual, it could have been:
A symbolic act representing the transmission of divine knowledge.
A misinterpreted or later distortion of mystical teachings.
3. Are There Parallels in Other Gnostic Texts?
While there is no surviving direct parallel to this account, some Gnostic texts emphasize intimate, mystical bonds between Jesus and Mary Magdalene:
The Gospel of Philip describes Jesus kissing Mary and teaching her secret wisdom.
The Pistis Sophia gives Mary Magdalene a privileged role in receiving hidden knowledge.
Some Hermetic and later occult traditions incorporate sexual mysticism in ways that could resemble esoteric interpretations of this lost text.
What Can We Conclude?
The Questions of Mary is a lost and highly obscure text, known only through the writings of its enemies.
Epiphanius’ account cannot be taken at face value, as he was a polemical writer with an agenda.
If the Borborites did have a sexual mysticism component, it might have been symbolic rather than literal.
This could be a real esoteric tradition, similar to Tantric sexual alchemy, or it could be a smear campaign by orthodox Christianity.
Yeshua & Maria Magdalena
Sacred Sexuality in Gnosticism, Esotericism, and Tantra
Many esoteric traditions have viewed sexual fluids—especially semen—as spiritually powerful, often associating them with divine energy, enlightenment, and transformation. Below, let’s explore:
Gnostic and Early Christian Esoteric Views on Sexuality
Western Esoteric and Alchemical Traditions
Tantric and Eastern Mystical Practices
Sacred Semen Rituals in Occult and Magical Traditions
1. Gnostic and Early Christian Esoteric Views on Sexuality
A. The Borborites and the Questions of Mary
As discussed, the Borborites (Phibionites) allegedly engaged in sexual rituals where semen and menstrual blood were consumed.
In Epiphanius’ account (Panarion 26:8), Jesus produces semen and has Mary Magdalene consume it as part of a mystical teaching.
While this may be propaganda, it suggests that some Gnostic sects may have believed in semen as a transmitter of divine energy or gnosis.
B. The Gospel of Philip: Sexual Union as a Path to Gnosis
The Gospel of Philip (Nag Hammadi) suggests that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were spiritually bonded and that the bridal chamber ritual was the highest form of initiation.
It states:”The mystery of the bridal chamber is the perfect redemption… if anyone receives this mystery, they are no longer Christian, but Christ.”
Some scholars suggest that sexual intercourse (or its spiritual counterpart) was a sacrament in certain Gnostic sects.
C. The Carpocratians and Sacred Sexuality
The Carpocratians (a 2nd-century Gnostic sect) believed in transcending earthly laws through sexual freedom.
They may have practiced ritual sex as a means to escape karma and return to the divine.
They viewed semen as a form of divine creative energy, but there is no direct mention of its consumption.
2. Western Esoteric and Alchemical Traditions
A. Alchemy and the “Elixir of Life”
Some Western alchemists believed that semen contained the Philosopher’s Stone in a biological form.
They described a “divine fluid” or “red tincture” that could transform the soul when properly processed.
Some later alchemical sex magic (such as in Rosicrucianism) emphasized semen retention or absorption for mystical insight.
B. The O.T.O. and Thelema (Aleister Crowley)
The Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.), under Aleister Crowley, taught that semen was the true Eucharist in certain high-level rituals.
In The Book of Lies, Crowley describes a ritual in which the initiate drinks consecrated sexual fluids to absorb divine power.
Crowley believed semen contained the vital life force and spiritual energy necessary for enlightenment.
C. Kabbalistic Sexual Mysticism
Some Kabbalistic texts describe semen as containing the “divine spark” (Nitzotzot Ha-Kodesh).
The Zohar (a foundational Kabbalistic text) suggests that sexual energy can be channeled for spiritual ascension.
In some mystical Jewish traditions, semen is considered the physical manifestation of divine creative power.
3. Tantric and Eastern Mystical Practices
A. Tantra: The Role of Semen in Spiritual Transformation
Tantric practices from India and Tibet describe semen as a carrier of divine energy (Bindu or Amrita).
Left-hand Tantra sometimes involves ritualistic sexual practices, where bodily fluids are seen as sacred offerings.
In some Tantric schools, consuming semen is believed to:
Grant spiritual enlightenment.
Preserve vital life force (Ojas).
Transform lower energies into divine consciousness.
B. Vajrayana Buddhist Sexual Alchemy
In Tibetan Vajrayana Buddhism, there are esoteric practices involving sexual fluids as sacred substances.
The Kalachakra Tantra describes sexual union as a method of achieving Buddhahood.
Some Tibetan Tantric rituals (such as those practiced by the Nyingma school) describe semen as “the white bodhicitta”, which, when properly utilized, awakens higher consciousness.
4. Sacred Semen Rituals in Occult and Magical Traditions
A. Egyptian and Greek Mysticism
In some ancient Egyptian temple rites, sexual fluids were thought to be divine substances used to invoke deities.
The Greek Orphic Mysteries associated semen with the divine fire of Prometheus, passed on to initiates.
B. Esoteric Christianity and the “Blood and Water” Symbolism
Some mystical Christian groups reinterpreted the Eucharist in sexual-alchemical terms, seeing it as a transformation of sexual fluids into divine essence.
Certain medieval Christian mystics linked the “blood and water” from Christ’s side to esoteric sexual symbolism.
C. Modern Esoteric Sex Magic (Chaos Magic, Luciferianism, etc.)
Many modern occult groups (e.g., The Temple of Set, Chaos Magic practitioners, and Luciferian sects) incorporate sexual fluids into magical workings.
Some rituals involve the consumption of sexual fluids as a sacrament, echoing older traditions.
Conclusion: Is the “Questions of Mary” Part of a Larger Tradition?
While we can’t confirm whether the Questions of Mary genuinely included a ritual involving semen, it does fit within a broader pattern of esoteric traditions that view sexual fluids as spiritually potent.
The Borborites’ alleged practices mirror Tantric and Western sex magic traditions, where semen is seen as an elixir of enlightenment.
The idea of consuming sexual fluids for spiritual power appears in Alchemy, Tantra, Thelema, and some Gnostic interpretations.
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Did Jesus Teach Sexual Gnosis?
If the Questions of Mary was a real Gnostic text (rather than just an attack by Epiphanius), it may have contained symbolic sexual teachings, similar to Tantra.
While mainstream Christianity rejected sexual mysticism, esoteric traditions across cultures have long viewed sexual fluids as sacred substances.
Whether Jesus himself taught this is unknown, but later esoteric groups certainly embraced the idea of sacred sexuality.
Sacred Sex Rituals :
There are specific rituals and practices from various esoteric traditions where sexual fluids—especially semen—were considered holy, powerful, and transformative. Let’s cover:
Gnostic and Early Christian Esoteric Practices
Tantric and Eastern Mystical Rituals
Western Esoteric and Alchemical Traditions
Occult and Modern Sex Magic Practices
1. Gnostic and Early Christian Esoteric Practices
A. Borborite (Phibionite) Eucharist Ritual
Epiphanius (Panarion 26:8) claims that the Borborites mixed semen and menstrual blood into a Eucharist-like sacrament.
They allegedly consumed these fluids as a way to absorb divine energy and transcend the material world.
If true, this practice parallels later alchemical and Tantric ideas where bodily fluids are seen as spiritually potent.
However, because Epiphanius was an enemy of the Gnostics, it’s unclear whether this was a real ritual or anti-Gnostic propaganda.
B. The Bridal Chamber and Sacred Union in Gnostic Christianity
In the Gospel of Philip, the Bridal Chamber is described as the highest mystery, leading to full divine enlightenment (gnosis).
Some scholars believe this refers to a secret sexual rite, where divine knowledge is transmitted through sexual union.
The passage states:”The mystery of the Bridal Chamber is not for the flesh, but for the soul… It is the fulfillment, not a marriage of defilement, but of purity.”
Some later esoteric Christian groups reinterpreted the Eucharist in sexual-alchemical terms, where semen became a symbol of divine essence.
2. Tantric and Eastern Mystical Rituals
A. Left-Hand Tantra (Vama Marga) – Consumption of Semen as Amrita
Tantric rituals in Hinduism and Buddhism sometimes involve the consumption of sexual fluids as sacred substances.
Semen (Bindu or Amrita) is believed to contain spiritual essence, and when properly consumed, it can:
Enhance spiritual power and enlightenment.
Transform sexual energy into divine consciousness.
Strengthen psychic abilities and longevity.
Some Tantric rites involve the priestess drinking the semen of the initiate or guru as an act of spiritual transmission.
In certain sects of Kali worship, sexual fluids are offered to the goddess as a form of divine communion.
B. Vajrayana Buddhist “White Bodhicitta” Rituals
In Tibetan Buddhist Tantra, semen is called “White Bodhicitta”, meaning “awakened mind essence”.
Some advanced Tantric rituals involve the practitioner or consort consuming semen to absorb spiritual power.
In the Kalachakra Tantra, semen is described as a transformative elixir that helps awaken higher consciousness.
These practices are highly secretive and often misunderstood by outsiders.
3. Western Esoteric and Alchemical Traditions
A. Alchemical “Red Tincture” and the Elixir of Life
In Western alchemy, semen was sometimes described as a sacred elixir, akin to the Philosopher’s Stone.
Some alchemists believed that by consuming a purified version of semen, one could achieve enlightenment and immortality.
This practice was associated with the transmutation of base matter (the body) into gold (spiritual perfection).
B. Thelema and Aleister Crowley’s “Cake of Light” Ritual
Aleister Crowley, founder of Thelema, taught that semen was the true Eucharist in certain high-level rituals.
In Liber Agape, he describes a Eucharist-like rite where semen was mixed with honey and consecrated before being consumed.
This ritual was meant to:
Channel the divine power of the Solar Logos (Christ/Horus).
Enhance the magician’s ability to manifest reality.
Serve as a sacramental bond between initiates and the divine.
Crowley linked this to ancient mystery religions, particularly Dionysian and Egyptian rites.
C. Kabbalistic Sexual Mysticism (Zohar and Sefer Yetzirah)
Some Kabbalistic texts suggest that semen is a manifestation of divine creative power.
Certain sects practiced “Shemhamphorasch” rituals, where sacred fluids were used to invoke angelic or divine forces.
In some mystical Jewish traditions, semen was seen as containing the “divine spark” of creation.
4. Occult and Modern Sex Magic Practices
A. Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.) Sex Magick
The O.T.O. (Ordo Templi Orientis), an esoteric order associated with Crowley, practices sex magic rituals where semen is consumed for spiritual empowerment.
The XI° (11th degree) initiation involves advanced sex magic techniques, including:
Oral consumption of semen as a way to absorb divine energy.
Using sexual fluids as a sacramental substance to charge magical workings.
Connecting semen with the Holy Grail as a vessel of divine power.
B. Luciferian and Chaos Magic Practices
Some modern occult groups (e.g., Luciferian sects, Left-Hand Path practitioners, and Chaos Magicians) incorporate semen into magical workings.
These practices include:
Consecrating magical sigils with semen to enhance their power.
Using sexual fluids as offerings in summoning rituals.
Semen consumption as a symbolic act of absorbing divine power.
Is There a Connection Between These Traditions?
There seems to be a common esoteric idea across multiple cultures and time periods that:
Semen contains divine energy and is a sacred substance.
Consuming semen can be a spiritual act of enlightenment, transformation, or power absorption.
Sexual rites can serve as a direct path to divine union or gnosis.
Whether in Gnostic Christianity, Tantra, Alchemy, Kabbalah, or modern occultism, the sacralization of sexual fluids has persisted in mystical traditions worldwide.
The Questions of Mary (also called The Great Questions of Mary) survives only in hostile quotations, mainly from Epiphanius of Salamis in his Panarion (late 4th century). He cites it as a “heretical” Gnostic gospel in which Jesus allegedly reveals secret mysteries to Mary. One of the most controversial claims Epiphanius preserves is that it describes a ritual where Jesus performs a sexual act with Mary Magdalene on a mountain, and has her consume his semen. According to Epiphanius, this was used to justify sacred sexual rites among certain Gnostic groups such as the Borborites/Phibionites.
The preserved fragment reads (Panarion 8:2):
8:2 For in the so-called ‘Greater Questions of Mary’—there are also ‘Lesser’ ones forged by them—they claim that he reveals it to her after taking her aside on the mountain, praying, producing a woman from his side, beginning to have sex with her, and then partaking of his emission, if you please, to show that ‘Thus we must do, that we may live.’
This shocking description was almost certainly written down by critics to portray the sects as scandalous. Still, some scholars suggest it reflects a real esoteric teaching where semen was regarded as a sacred elixir of life—a notion echoed in other Gnostic, Tantric, and alchemical traditions, where sexual fluids are treated as carriers of divine power or gnosis.
The Questions of Mary, preserved only in Epiphanius’ hostile report, describes Jesus taking Mary up a mountain, producing semen, and having her consume it, saying, “Thus must we do, that we may live” (Panarion 26.8). While likely polemical distortion, it may echo a genuine Gnostic “Bridal Chamber” mystery, where sexual union and the sharing of vital fluids symbolized divine gnosis, the reunion of spirit and matter, and the soul’s ascent to eternal life.
Read the full text from Epiphanius
Epiphanius writes the following about the Gnostics, and this is our only source for the contents (Panarion, 26.8.1 – 26.9.5)
8:1 And they too have lots of books. They publish certain ‘Questions of Mary’; but others offer many books about the Ialdabaoth we spoke of, and in the name of Seth. They call others ‘Apocalypses of Adam’ and have ventured to compose other Gospels in the names of the disciples, and are not ashamed to say that our Saviour and Lord himself, Jesus Christ, revealed this obscenity.
8:2 For in the so-called ‘Greater Questions of Mary’—there are also ‘Lesser’ ones forged by them—they claim that he reveals it to her after taking her aside on the mountain, praying, producing a woman from his side, beginning to have sex with her, and then partaking of his emission, if you please, to show that ‘Thus we must do, that we may live.’
8:3 And when Mary was alarmed and fell to the ground, he raised her up and said to her, ‘O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?’
8:4 And they say that this is the meaning of the saying in the Gospel, ‘If I have told you earthly things and ye believe not, how shall ye believe the heavenly things?’ and so of, ‘When ye see the Son of Man ascending up where he was before’—in other words, when you see the emission being partaken of where it came from.
8:5 And when Christ said, ‘Except ye eat my flesh and drink my blood,’ and the disciples were disturbed and replied, ‘Who can hear this?’40 they say his saying was about the dirt.
8:6 And this is why they were disturbed and fell away; they were not entirely stable yet, they say.
8:7 And when David says, ‘He shall be like a tree planted by the outgoings of water that will bring forth its fruit in due season,’41 they say he is speaking of the man’s dirt. ‘By the outgoing of water,’ and, ‘that will bring forth his fruit,’ means the emission at climax. And ‘Its leaf shall not fall off’ means, ‘We do not allow it to fall to the ground, but eat it ourselves.’
9:1 And so as not to do more harm than good by making their proof texts public, I am going to omit most of them—otherwise I would cite all their wicked sayings and go through them here.
9:2 When it says that Rahab put a scarlet thread in her window, this was not scarlet thread, they tell us, but the female organs. And the scarlet thread means the menstrual blood, and ‘Drink water from your cisterns’ refers to the same.
9:3 They say that the flesh must perish and cannot be raised, and this belongs to the archon.
9:4 But the power in the menses and organs is soul, they say, ‘which we gather and eat. And whatever we eat—meat, vegetables, bread or anything else—we are doing creatures a favour by gathering the soul from them all and taking it to the heavens with us.’ Hence they eat meat of all kinds and say that this is ‘to show mercy to our race.’
9:5 And they claim that the same soul has been implanted in animals, insects, fish, snakes, men—and in vegetation, trees, and the fruits of the soil.
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